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February 03 Festival of...beer and midriffsYou know it's a crazy, mixed-up world when I am given the corporate credit card and the responsibility of planning the company Christmas party. Some supervisors might take the $40/person budget and go to a nice restaurant for an hour or two. This particular party planner decided to have a bonfire, get a bushel of raw oysters (?), and spend the rest on alcohol. Oh, plus one Olive Garden gift certificate for the winner of the poker tournament. Who knew my co-workers and their dates could be so much fun?* *I'm having second thoughts regarding the installation of a stripper pole in my living room, though. Hopefully, that was just holiday beer banter. We took one group photo at the beginning of the evening, which was smart, because the rest of the shots look something like this: I'm Leaving...on a Jet SkiNothing piques a mother's interest quite like a text message from her teenage son in the middle of the night which reads: I'm o.k. Call me in the morning. His definition of "okay" is debatable, but I did call in the morning to discover the master of understatement and his dad were out riding jet skis last weekend when one (or both) of them turned too sharply and collided into the other. Patrick flew into the air from the impact, landed on his tailbone and thought he was paralyzed before they were rescued and he was transported to the hospital. By the time I talked to him, he was doped up on liquid Lortab, and wasn't feeling much pain from the fractured leg and coccyx, stitches, assorted lumps and bruises. His dad rented a U-Haul to transport Patrick's new (pimp) El Camino from Savannah back to Alabama, and I'm guessing this was the least desirable way he imagined spending Fall Break.
May 01 And then there were eightThere are eight people from my real life that read my blog, from my ex-husband to my future brother-in-law, and a few of them have asked me not to discuss various subjects regarding them. Apparently, it's rude to say a man has a small penis and post photos and good friends don't necessarily want to see my vibrator. Whatever.
I haven't mentioned my IT guy, AmesJay, much lately, either, since he confronted me about information I had shared here. Okay, I won's say a word about the pathological lies, drug deals or skanky sex-capades. Happy?
Supposedly, his wife had a baby four and a half weeks ago. He said she was being induced on a Thursday so he had to leave early, but then she didn't actually give birth until three days later, on Saturday. He took the following week off to help with the baby...there were medical problems the following week with jaundice and heart surgery...week 3 was filled with car trouble and a new vehicle...then last week, his grandmother in Tennessee was ill, then died, so he was out that whole time. Thirty days of excuses.
Given his propensity to exaggerate/lie out his ass, we've all been a little suspicious about his life, wondering how much is true, and speculate that he probably has another job, but is using up all his vacation time so he doesn't lose it. Our boss started to worry that Ames Jay could sabotage our work/computer system and make it impossible for us to fulfill our contract, so he asked me to change the administrator password on all the computers.
Our computer expert will no longer be able to access anything and I cannot wait to get to work this morning!
A correction about my sister, also a lurker: I recently wrote about how ticked off I'd be if I had to eat a one-way plane ticket to Michigan, or ended up being stranded four states away because my sister was a flake, which hurt her feelings immensely and caused her not to return my phone calls. She is not flaky nor an airhead - she is fickle. Silly me.
Please, please, please don't ever let my son (or my cats) find my blog. April 29 Boy Gone Wild (part XXVI in the series)I was standing in the kitchen at 1 a.m. Friday morning, with five police officers, my son in handcuffs and my ex-, when my cell phone rang.
My sister, inebriated: GUESS WHAT?! I’m going to switch schools and move to yourtown, Alabama and I’m going to get an apartment and my tuition will be $5,000 less!
Me: That’s great. Can I call you back tomorrow?
Her: You’re not even excited? I can get my masters in another two years and…
Sigh. I know I said I gave up drama for New Year’s, but my family didn’t get the memo. NO DRAMA, I said! My son: defiant, stubborn, and disrespectful. In handcuffs. In the back of a squad car.
His dad is visiting for the weekend, so of course everything was soon out of control between the two of them, with my son threatening to run away and/or kill himself. Fortunately, I live in a relatively small town, so when we called the police, three squad cars showed up. The officers searched his room (cigarettes and fourteen lighters were stashed behind some xbox games), and talked to/intimidated him. They couldn't actually take him anywhere, since he hadn't committed a crime, so they told him to just step down, go to his room, and lose the attitude. Dumbass climbed out of his bedroom window as the officers were leaving, so they put him in handcuffs in the back of the squad car while they talked to us.
After a couple hours of sleep, we took him to the Juvenile Probation Office and met with a woman who gave him a drug test (negative) and told him about the whole juvenile court process. She talked, listened, and explained exactly what would happen if any more complaints were made against him and for once in his life, I think he listened.
He agreed to start seeing a therapist to help with his anger, and we talked for several hours about everything ("Mom, I can't believe you tackled me!"). While I don't want to be that naive mother, I'm guardedly optimistic, believing this is the best thing that could have happened. Perhaps that giant chip on his shoulder is starting to shrink.
Bonus: part of my son's punishment was to rake my yard (my neighbor's yard? I'm still not sure about the property line) and it looks wonderful! April 27 It's Thursday - must be time to beat the crap out of my PMS'ing son again.Things I hate:
1. getting a phone call from the high school principal infoming me that my son has been suspended for two days.
2. crying at work
3. all day long
4. midgets
That child that claims to be mine got up yesterday morning telling me that some of the cats needed to go - they woke him up five times the night before and if I didn't get rid of them, he would. My house, my mortgage payment, my rules. Simple, right? More yelling, grabbing of shirts, and throwing of poptarts ensued.
One of the most difficult things for me to cope with is this overwhelming feeling of helplessness. I'm frustrated from not being able to make him respect others or share my goals. I'm ticked off at my ex- for not being more supportive (and telling me not to antagonize him. GRRRR!). Mostly, I'm wondering how the hell I'm going to manage for two more years of high school. And? The cats are keeping ME awake at night, too!
(No, I don't actually hate midgets...get off your short horse and shut the hell up). April 25 Shades of blondeI stopped by the dry cleaners, on a whim, to see if my missing pink sweater that I wore to my dad's wedding reception might be there. "Yep", the cashier told me, "you owe $28.79". Sure, I bought it at Banana Republic, it has a great neckline, and is super soft, but almost $30? To clean? Beer and mozarella cheese stick stains are that difficult to remove?
Returning with my pink sweater and two dresses (ahhhhh), she told me they'd been there since October 2004, and were on their way to Goodwill this weekend, if I hadn't shown up.
I saw my house on the internet, on a local realtor's listing website, went to look at it during my lunch hour, and put in an offer the next day. I immediately fell in love with the yard, which is a beautiful corner lot with puh-lenty of trees and blooming azaleas. The only problem? I'm not exactly sure where my property line is. I'd like to rake it and take some cuttings, but I'm kind of embarrassed to go next door and ask after a year and a half.
L'Oreal. Because I'm worth it.
You be the judge - doesn't that little green pylon look like a property marker? Somebody better get her ass out there and rake, dammit! April 21 Place your betsI've had the same HP Photosmart printer for the past seven years, when Windows XP was just a twinkle in Bill Gates eye. Every time I've tried to install it lately, drivers clash, bells ring, the computer crashes, and I perform a system recovery. After ninety minutes of "the printer is not connected" messages while my son was trying to work on a school project, I drop-kicked the damn thing (the printer, not the boy, because that would just be awkward) down the driveway.
It turns out I can get a FREE printer from Dell (with the purchase of a new desktop and 19" flatscreen monitor). I customized the system and put it in my cart, where it has been sitting for approximately thirty hours. I'm testing my self restraint - being impulsive isn't all it's cracked up to be.
The crackheads, gamblers and whores I work with have a pool, betting on how long it'll be before I fold and order the computer/free printer. Bastards. April 20 Petsmart frequent shopper, bulk-buying kitten chow, crazy cat lady on the corner"I meant," said Iplsore bitterly, "what is there in this world that makes living worthwhile?" Death thought about it. "CATS," he said eventually, "CATS ARE NICE." -- Terry Pratchett, Sourcery
 SohmeThey say the most stressful events in one's life are: death of a loved one, moving, and divorce/marriage. For me, last year's crisis was losing my thirteen year old cat, Summer (and I didn't actually "lose" her, like a set of car keys at Wal-Mart that you spend all day retracing your steps to find. She went out one sunny afternoon, never to return).
I could post hundreds of photos of her (check), or write about the smell of her fur when she slept on my pillow, or how non-cat people loved her, because she was that wonderful. A cat of a lifetime. Maybe I don't have closure because I don't know what happened to her...maybe it's better that way.
Last year, I initiated "Pet Day" on Spaces (April 21st), simply so I could brag about her:
SUMMER: Twelve years ago, we were living in Ft. Campbell, Kentucky when a woman pulling a red ryder wagon with 6 beautiful kittens in it walked through our yard. I had only ever had male cats, but my son, being two and a temper-tantrum thrower, convinced me to take this long haired calico. Another neighbor (bitch!) would call animal patrol every time Summer wandered in her yard...two "arrests" later, we started hooking her up to a long leash in the front yard.
Summer has moved across country multiple times, even flown to Germany (all 14 lbs of her packed in a little cat carrier, poor thing). She comes running when you call (although I think she has some arthritis setting in from when my ex- ran her over) and "sits" for cat treats. She also single-handedly decimated the mole population in Northern Michigan.
April 18 Claim ticket to rideI love: artists, dreamers, geeks, singers, teachers, pilots, chefs, poets, athletes, deviants, drunks and...writers.
But, please, check your fuckin' ego at the door. April 17 Spare the rod, spoil the catsI've always wanted to want to make life easier for my son by giving him the things I never had growing up (turns out he could give a rat's ass about makeup, but he has acquired a decent shoe collection). Since he is still holding strong to the top spot on my shit list, I've had to divert my spoiling tendencies. Much to his chagrin and my kittens delight, the new four-story luxury kitty condo in beige. Let Barbie and her cracked out dreamhouse compare to this:
*April 21st is the official "Brag about your pets" day...and I might be making it a weeklong event. Last year, there were mice, snakes and husbands-galore. Join in.
April 15 The sweetest gift
My childhood family photo album is thin. Sketchy and incomplete because my parents rarely took photos when I was growing up (which is probably why I’m rather obsessive about photographs now), though my mom did occasionally experiment with headless polaroids. I treasure each glimpse into the past, however incomplete and...goofy.
When I was two, my dad was working nights, taking classes, and watching me during the day. Wanting to do something special for my mom for Easter, he decided to take me to Sear’s for a holiday portrait. Note the uncombed hair and lovely, mismatched attire, to include worn, faux fur-collared jacket. I suppose I should be grateful there's no peanut butter around my mouth (and what the hell am I doing with my hands? Hello, could we have worked on poses first?).
Have a wonderful Easter, everyone! (The 12 pack of Reese’s peanut butter eggs are hidden in my room for Easter breakfast - that's a normal Easter tradition, right?) April 12 This is really an odd way to leave a text message, but okay...The plan: my sister is moving to Alabama in May to live with her mother for the summer and take a few college classes while she's here. She wanted me to fly to Michigan, then ride down here with her so she'll have someone to share the 20+ hour drive south. The road trip tatoos are being negotiated.
The snag: my sister is a flake. A beautiful blonde airhead. I've booked my ONE WAY ticket to Michigan, but can't reach her to double-check the date of my arrival. She hasn't answered her phone, which has no voicemail, and I'm guessing there was another incident involving her cell phone and an open bottle of beer from the bar hidden in her purse.
I am going to kick. her. ass. if I'm taking a week off to fly one way and she's changed the plan. April 05 19th nervous breakdown (con't...)Words of advice: never, ever say, “why didn’t you cut the grass today, like you said you would” to your teenage son because apparently you’re riding his ass and he’d rather run away and fend for himself in the jungle than take that kind of abuse. Yes, he's home. My son didn't answer his phone when I tried calling the other night, so I got a hold of his dad, then the police. Our town has a midnight curfew on weeknights, so the officer drove around the block a few times, telling me that he would just talk to him when he nabbed the slippery rascal, rather than taking him to juvenile detention, if I wanted. This area of the neighborhood is wooded in spots, so Mr. Teenage Mutant runaway must’ve been hiding under the canopy when he called and said, “Mom, call off the cops” (I swear, he once said, “they’ll never take me alive” when his dad and I threatened to call the police a couple of years ago…too many gangsta B-movies in that kid’s repertoire). His dad left from Savannah (a six hour drive), and managed to talk to him on the phone for several hours. The prodigal son strolled in the door at 3:30 a.m., grabbed a glass of water, then headed to bed. The next day? His pleasant Dr. Jekyll personality was back and the yard was mowed when I got home. Uh-huh.
Just because I can (and revenge is best served cold): When he was little, my son referred to his penis as his "potty station". April 04 Runaway drama queenI realized he was gone when, at 11:00 p.m., I drove around the block to look for him, and happened upon the dog, leash trailing behind her, walking down the street, boyless.
So many suggestions running through my head, it's a wonder I can still hear my own voices:
Let the police take him
You're in a hostage situation - don't negotiate with terrorists
He should live with his dad
Stop using sarcasm - it sets him off
Have you drug-tested him?
Take him to a counsellor and put him on meds
Be tougher on him
Treat him like an adult
Hold his hand and make him take his mom to school
Let him fail - he'll never learn, otherwise.
Can I get you another drink?
I wonder if this is what they ('they' minus Tom Cruise) mean by POST PARTUM DEPRESSION...sixteen years after the fact. If I could find a home for my six cats, I believe I would pack up my car, head west and never look back. Take that, ya' little runaway. April 01 A shallow, unmarked graveLooks like the cat mafia has a new calling card.
A second dead chipmunk was placed outside my door tonight.
[This is actually my gentlest kitten, Crackhead Kennedy, yawning. No drunken, aspiring photographers - me - were harmed during the taking of this photo] March 30 Surfing with a seatbelt*Check out other spaces participating in Computer Surrounding Day via the list of links on the left. When my son was suspended last week, I turned into the mother from hell. He might say the transformation wasn't instantaneous, that I'm always mean, but it's been a while since he's actually felt my wrath. Anything with a plug or batteries was hauled to my friend's house for safe-keeping: his walkman, X-box, stereo, TV, phone and my desktop computer he uses to chat with all his little internet pals.
Oh, right, that's the computer that's hooked up to the cable internet and wireless router, so basically I had to punish myself in order to make him suffer. Super. (That was not in the pamphlet or job description).
Alas, I found one kind and generous (and oblivious) neighbor to share his wireless signal, which I can pick up with my laptop from my car. I can go from 0 to 20 Spaces in one minute.
March 29 Yes, I AM the girl of 100 Lists2nd Annual Computer Surroundings Day: March 30
We, the nosy folk, want to see where you do your best work. Take some photos, put 'em on your space for a few days, and let your computer revel in the limelight. Leave your name, link, tasty treats here for me, and I'll add your name to a list of participants.
Hopefully, GaKatSoup will post her winning photo from last year (her son reads her blog now, so I'm thinking not, but let's just say laptop...bed...and a word that rhymes with bibrator).
One of my claustrophobia-inducing photos from 2005:
March 28 When the little hand is on the seven and the big hand is on the twelveCalvin: You can't just turn on creativity like a faucet. You have to be in the right mood.
My time has been limited lately, with a department SOP (Standard Operating Procedures, a step-by-step guide to everything I do and how I do it..at work, because, really, that would be scary to have a personal SOP) that I've had three months to work on, which is due tomorrow. Tomorrow! Procrastination's great, but it does mean a more restless night's sleep with all this extra work I'm not doing on my mind.
My friend/co-worker and I decided to start carpooling together, since she bought a house a few miles from me and it wouldn't be the least bit inconvenient. Tuesday morning, 7:00 a.m. sharp, was our scheduled rendezvous in my driveway.
I woke up without an alarm clock, like I always do, fed the cats, took a shower and waited for her arrival. And waited. Then waited a little more. Why is everyone so irresponsible, I wondered as I finally decided to call her. Jeez. "Hello" she said, her voice groggy and three octaves lower from sleep. "Uh, yah, did you forget about me? Are you even awake yet? You're not here yet and it's...6:20," I said, as I glanced at the digital clock above the microwave. "Moron," she said, "it's not even seven o'clock yet." "Oh, right. Well, this is your complimentary wake up call. Don't be late." |
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